my life is a minefield
and every step I take I feel like I risk blowing something up
and every other word is a prayer to God
hoping he hears mine like everyone else'
I'm stubborn and I fight
it may not be right
and I know it isn't
but I want this one shot
to maybe prove myself wrong
no more fighting
I've cried and cried today
all I wanted to do was apologize for my share of the problems
he won't talk to me
and when he does answer my hello comes out in a whine
"I haven't talked to you in hours"
and all it does is set him off
I pray the rage will end quickly
he scares me I annoy him he hurts my heart
and it's a cycle over and over again
I'm all cried out
and I can't really feel right now
all I know is that is a nice feeling
lets stick with nice feelings
and eating less no comment on
the last statement
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