The day you told me how
Unattractive I was
I already knew
Did you see how my left hand was
Barren
Where do you think my rings
Went
I always take care of myself
I never once asked you for anything
Except understanding
You idiot
Telling people how crazy I am
I'm not
I just wasn't ready for
A commitment
That you threw me into
So I acted like a caged bird
Utterly psychotic
until you set me
Free
Delva Bar
"Let's say all the things we never said"
Sunday, January 25, 2015
Friday, January 23, 2015
" you just don't do it for me"
My soul is so burned out
I feel
No pleasure no pain
Numb to everything
I always remember
The drunken nights
And promises
I see you
Bc we're so much alike
I feel
No pleasure no pain
Numb to everything
I always remember
The drunken nights
And promises
I see you
Bc we're so much alike
December 13, 2010
I went back last night
Looking for you
I close my eyes
And I'm 18
You're in my passenger seat
Unbuckled as always
you said
If we died
We'd go down in flames
Together
You're my kinda crazy baby
You'd say again and again
That was our thing
Bonnie and Clyde
A fight till the end
Years later
I miss the screaming
Fights
I'd grab my keys
Throw my phone at
Your head
And leave
But I'd always come back
that night on the dock
You proposed
It was too late
You set my things on fire
With a bottle of crown
The night you found
Out I was with him
Punched through a wall
You never acted rationally
Just on impulse
You're with your bleach blonde
Now
that I could never be
Working for your daddy
But that's not the life I wanted
To live
So now I blow down the road
looking
For you
In other people
To feel that same
Madness all over again
But I can't find it
Because at the end
Of the day I can't feel
Anything
But fake emotion
Looking for you
I close my eyes
And I'm 18
You're in my passenger seat
Unbuckled as always
you said
If we died
We'd go down in flames
Together
You're my kinda crazy baby
You'd say again and again
That was our thing
Bonnie and Clyde
A fight till the end
Years later
I miss the screaming
Fights
I'd grab my keys
Throw my phone at
Your head
And leave
But I'd always come back
that night on the dock
You proposed
It was too late
You set my things on fire
With a bottle of crown
The night you found
Out I was with him
Punched through a wall
You never acted rationally
Just on impulse
You're with your bleach blonde
Now
that I could never be
Working for your daddy
But that's not the life I wanted
To live
So now I blow down the road
looking
For you
In other people
To feel that same
Madness all over again
But I can't find it
Because at the end
Of the day I can't feel
Anything
But fake emotion
Tuesday, January 20, 2015
Respect
I'm the girl he'd call at 5 am
Running to him
he had me hooked
Like a drug
I can't tell you why
And I can't tell you how
It's been 2 days since I've heard
His voice
And the last image
Of me he
Has is
head held high
Walking away
In my robe
And I'll be damned
If I'm the one to call
Running to him
he had me hooked
Like a drug
I can't tell you why
And I can't tell you how
It's been 2 days since I've heard
His voice
And the last image
Of me he
Has is
head held high
Walking away
In my robe
And I'll be damned
If I'm the one to call
Sunday, January 18, 2015
To my last project
We lay together
As one
Back and forth
Those eyes
Piercing into mine
As I say aloud
You can't have
my barbwire
heart
But my body is yours
As one
Back and forth
Those eyes
Piercing into mine
As I say aloud
You can't have
my barbwire
heart
But my body is yours
Monday, January 5, 2015
You can't bullshit a bullshitter
60 in a 35
Became my life
Emotion is hard for me
But I take care of my own
And I ask for nothing
I'm great in bed
But bad at life
Became my life
Emotion is hard for me
But I take care of my own
And I ask for nothing
I'm great in bed
But bad at life
Urban life decay
It's 2 am
Again
Another slow burning cigarette
Another unanswered call
5 steps forward
10 steps back
I'm getting old love
So tell me what you want
Cause I don't know how
Many 2 ams
I have left
To ponder your mystery
Again
Another slow burning cigarette
Another unanswered call
5 steps forward
10 steps back
I'm getting old love
So tell me what you want
Cause I don't know how
Many 2 ams
I have left
To ponder your mystery
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