The Fall of Troy

Bloodshot eyes

I think I'm going to throw my blackberry in a river

"Underneath it all " just came on

and you know what?

Sj you were right

I want someone to want me

not a Barbiedoll

Hair never flowing straight

wearing my LBD's

I'm not goth I just like black

To be called baby

without being a sex kitten

My body will not be defiled by someone's lust

My shock justified

when you called

Until I realized

you are running

no femme fatale to sustain you

so you turn to the only thing that did before

I can no longer turn a blind eye

hearing your sins

burdens my heart

FIX HIM

my mind screams

but.....I can't

so instead I close my eyes

to remember the beginning of summer

two disasters only 17

chasing each other down the hall

Spoken words then

became  broken

because it was easier

to remain in her bed

and now its easier to blow smoke in my eyes

in an effort to blind me

but I see you in your mist

the lighthouse remains unseen

and the fog horn goes unheard

the running will cease

when your Converse give out

you'll find you

But for now I release you unto him

I can't fix a broken spirit