Things I can't put on twitter

I can't find my damn lighter
I really wanna makeout with my bullshitter

I miss kissing more than fucking

I'm a Storm Warning

I almost left but I couldn't find a perfect shell like the ones daddy used to
I even prayed....
but for now the sea and I weren't meant to be

       don't make me regret my choice

I'll be hauled off in high heels and handcuffs

If this fails
you'll find me on the beach
my heart can't take another break
this one will jade me beyond reach
a warning
to all those
don't try to save me
crazy men make crazy women
and I'm in the running
remember this always
I know better than this
but my heart just stays
so when he breaks it this time
all the prozac in the world can't save me
just let me be
hell bent on self destruction
and heartbreak

Stanzas for Music 1815 Lord Byron

They say that hope is Happiness,
  but genuine Love must prize the past
And Memory wakes the thoughts that bless;
 They rose the first they set the last;

And all that Memory loves the most
 was once our only Hope to be
And all that Hope adored and lost
 hath melted into Memory

Alas!it is delusion all:
 the future cheats us from afar,
Nor can be waht we recall,
 nor dare we think on what we are.

Love conquers all

I crave sunflowers in July
a sunrise with you
beaches full of memories

a tattoo of yesterday today and tomorrow

oh and lets fast forward 5 years