"is there anybody out there"

If anybody still reads this blog
come save me
you know where to find me
come take me home before.....

Come pick me up

do you miss me at all
I wonder why you haven't called
why you threw me under a bus
and why you decided I wasn't worth the chance
I wonder all the time
But mostly I wish you'd tell me what I did wrong
So come on baby do you miss me at all?

You never had me

cut so deep the scars will never heal
I'm gonna fall so hard I will never land
wild at heart
fuck it
my life consists of running
I will never be in one place I am falling apart
baby and you will never catch me
the whore is back
you didn't break my heart
who am I kidding I don't have one
how the hell could you not tell her the truth?
Yes I love him and I will be with him till the end of time
but you made me look like a fucking moron
like I was chasing something that didn't exist
yeah that's why you said everything you said
my god
I pity you
pathetic excuse of a man
go to hell
you'll never be anything more than what you are right now
and for that I will be satisfied
enjoy your mediocre life