Monday, June 29, 2009

the 500 club....I miss Sinatra

I found the monster inside myself
the trust is gone
I became this thing wholly consumed
ignoring my head just to fill the whole
and sometimes even if it feels right
you know it's wrong
The silence I want to embrace
Dive deep into my thoughts
I've found what I've been looking for
being wanted for my kisses isn't it
Being raw and real
going from the from the ground up
I know that I will grow old
I want my life to be something more than this
but I'm afraid of being alone
when I wake up and the sun is shining through my blinds
hitting my face pulling the covers to hide
my body curled up in a ball
17 and crazy
with that I fall back asleep
inevitably dreaming about my battlescars
everything comes back at night

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